Lost my Heart

by Cesar Alejandro
(Toronto, Canada)

It has been nearly 2 years since i last saw her. I was a boy when we met and never really matured while we were together. Almost 4 years in a relationship with a women I never gave my all, I sit alone at the age of 27 remembering all the moments i shared with her. Shes in a new relationship with a man that seems to love her. We talk, i tell her how much i miss her..she whispers how she misses me and we continue to walk apart. Lord, my heart is broken. My spirit is lost. I had to live and farm with my poor grandmother in the Amazon of Ecuador to truly understand the meaning of life. I miss her dearly, i love her as much as you love us Lord. I can't seem to forgive myself for leaving her alone, i cant seem to let go. I feel alone and broken. Please Lord, I need you more than ever.
Amen.